In this raw and unfiltered episode, I share the truth I’ve never fully told until now — the story of how I was blackmailed and psychologically abused by my therapist of five years, and what it took to survive it without relapsing, losing my job, or giving up on myself.
This isn’t a sob story. It’s a war story.
It’s about what happens when the person you trust most becomes the one who destroys you.
I talk about:
Getting sober after years of alcoholism and trauma
Why I created the Kill The Silence digital library
How my therapist manipulated, isolated, and extorted me
The emotional cost of being silenced, and how I broke free
The tools that actually helped me stay grounded through it all
How shame almost killed me — and how I took my power back
Topics Covered
ADHD, CPTSD, and the shame of "not being healed"
Getting sober without AA, church, or traditional therapy
Why I’ll never charge for recovery tools — and what’s in the Digital Library
The truth about therapist abuse, coercive contracts, and trauma gaslighting
How I kept my job and didn’t relapse under extreme psychological pressure
Why I’m turning this story into stand-up comedy (and survival power)
Mentioned in This Episode
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Recovery tools, survival systems, and emotional regulation worksheets
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The Full Detailed Story (In Writing)
My Therapist Stole $126,000, Controlled My Life, and Almost Destroyed Me
A Survivor’s Blueprint for Recognizing and Escaping Professional Exploitation
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