If The Body Keeps The Score... Nobody Taught Me How To Read It

The chronic pain, mystery illnesses, and medical gaslighting that nobody told you were actually your nervous system screaming for help

Jun 28, 2025

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An open book displays tally marks on one page and a detailed anatomical illustration of a human body showing muscles and internal organs on the other page. The image symbolizes the physical toll and the record-keeping of trauma or stress on the human body.

My therapist cost me $126,000. Not in session fees — in blackmail. But before she destroyed my life, she taught me one thing that might have saved it: trauma lives in your body, not just your mind.

Too bad she used that knowledge to weaponize my nervous system against me.

For five years, she had a front-row seat to every wound, every fear, every moment of…

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