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Trauma Matrix's avatar

I feel this so much. What im sharing is deep stuff about narcissist structures both internally, and externally. I feel like im shouting into a void and that no one is listening though. And my nervous system is fried with the live-streamed genocide, the cowardice and complicit of much of the world and the utter failure of humanity on this issue.

I would love to collaborate with like-minded people. I know what i offer is valuable, but my defences the lack of support and strategy are the perfect storm shieldling me from being fully visible to the right people.

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LyndaJoyJamysen AKALibertyJoy!'s avatar

I would like help and to work collaboratively on my story. I have shared parts with people, but feel like you may be able to help me share it in a way that needs it to be. How are you interested in doing this? Do we chat on the phone? My story includes a sociopathic narcissistic incestually abusing uber controlling father (started at age 10months with my mom helping him till my 20s), then married a Christian minister sociopathic narcissist abuser and was in a cultish church that basically finished me off as far as any sense of self I had. My survival skills were people pleasing, human chameleon, perfectionistism, over achiever, always had my shit together looking person who had no sense of herself and my journey out of all of that to be who I am today, a whole person who actually loves herself and who has turned her pain into true power, her losses into wisdom and found the mission and calling of her life, she has felt her entire life. Freedom to be me is who I am now, something I searched for for more then 50 years.

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